"You Know What This Means"
Canon G7x Mark II
SnapSeed
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wherever you go, there you are
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“Masked thugs armed and kitted like they’re about to retake Mosul from the Islamic State prowl the streets of American cities looking for racial minorities to kidnap and send to horrific prison camps without a warrant or a whiff of due process. They shoot school teachers for following them and honking their horns to alert their neighbors. They brutally assault and murder American citizens with apparent impunity. The president and his family engage in open, lavish corruption to the tune of billions of dollars. In the span of a year, he has turned the United States—the main author and guarantor of the post-Second World War, rules-based international order—into the biggest threat to that order, destroying our system of alliances in the process and making both America and the world far less safe and less prosperous.” ~ Liberal Currents ~
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Screen Scrape - UnRetouched
When a fascist government invades a state,
how do you not call it a civil war??
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"RIP Renee"
- Not My Image - reworked screen grab -
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I was gifted MemoryGram for Christmas. It's a online thingy where you write down memories of your life for your survivors to savor after you're been reduced to ash. The MemoryGram people start you out with a helpful starter question, in my case the ironic "What makes for a successful life?" The irony comes from the fact that I've been thinking back on my life and have been feeling so much regret for how I spent my time. First - my choice of employment - Hi-Tech - a joint I was completely unsuited to.. AND Tech has turned out to be an existential threat to the species, both in terms of dangerous unregulated software and the spreading surveillance / subjugation of the Empire's citizenry. I used to be so critical of people who worked for Big Tobacco. Big Tobacco has nothing on Big Tech.. Nothing.. And then there is the complete waste of time pursuing a Christian path, spending hours and hours making thousands of rosaries, going to church, reading Christian books. This is as bad as working in Tech. Christianity is the source of so much ignorance and cruelty. They've essentially taken over the Empire now and are doing what they have done throughout the ages - block progress - step on women - step on gay people - undermine democratic principles and strive to make everyone just like them. What a horrifying mistake I made. I aided and abetted the cruelty that has now blossomed in the country. Deep regrets like these are not for MemoryGram books though. I'm pretty sure what is wanted is some sunnier version of events.
The other bit of irony is this: I've been writing about my life and what I think about things for twenty years.. Thousands and thousands of posts and had hardly any interest from those who will live long after I'm (finally) gone. Perhaps they shy away for the unvarnished/raw prose. Who knows? Life is funny that way.. ~ |
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As predicted - the stomach virus that was brought home by a member of our pack made its way to my digestive system. This meant 36 hours of nausea, headache, and dizziness. Yum. I'm better now. I ate a regular breakfast this morning. This is only the beginning. I foresee that the coming year (or however long we are together with our transitioning pack) will be my sickest in recent memory.. DoubleYum. You're not gonna believe this - but the thing that got me through the seemingly-endless hours of nausea was chanting the "Om Mani Padme Hum" mantra. ~ |
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And so it begins... a long winter of disease in my cozy little plague house.. Son-In-Law contracted the flu. Daughter and Wife have (probably) contracted it as well. All of the sick adults have had the flu shot as have I. Forgive me when I predict that it's only a matter of time before it makes its way to me and the children. Yay. ~ |
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Yesterday was the first long-ish walk after nearly splitting my head open in Ravenswood Park. I wanted to test out my good, un-operated-on hip to see if it could take the exertion. It's been painful since the Ravenswood jaunt - enough so that I got imaging done on it to see what's what.. The "good" hip did ok mostly although the walk was not pain-free.. I can't tell (yet) whether the pain is soft-tissue based or if it's the joint itself. The x-ray showed a good news / bad news view of the hips. On the good news side of the ledger, the hip with the titanium joint showed only mild deterioration despite being 14 years old. The bad news is the "good" hip - the un-operated-on hip - showed severe deterioration and significant narrowing in the spaces between the hip bone and the head of the femur. So - I contacted my PCP and asked for an ortho cutter recommendation. This time around I want a minimally invasive, anterior approach to what amounts to carpentry on this broken-down body.. The anterior approach yields less trauma to the surrounding soft tissue as well as unrestricted movement post-surgery.. A minimally invasive approach should yield a lower risk of infection.. The first hip replacement I had done in 2010/2011 resulted in a galloping deep infection in the joint which necessitated a redo operation and then a year of antibiotics (seven weeks of which was at-home IV antibiotics..). Besides dying of infection - my other concern is the cost of the procedure.. I seem to recall that the first one cost me ~ $7000.00 out of pocket.. That was 14 years ago though.. when my then-shitty medical benefits from JBAC were way better than the now-shitty Medicare benefits.. I'm sure it will be several hundred percent more expensive this time around. |
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“As soon as you say the topic is civil disobedience, you are saying our problem is civil disobedience. That is not our problem…. Our problem is civil obedience. Our problem is the numbers of people all over the world who have obeyed the dictates of the leaders of their government and have gone to war, and millions have been killed because of this obedience. And our problem is that scene in All Quiet on the Western Front where the schoolboys march off dutifully in a line to war. Our problem is that people are obedient all over the world, in the face of poverty and starvation and stupidity, and war and cruelty. Our problem is that people are obedient while the jails are full of petty thieves, and all the while the grand thieves are running the country. That’s our problem.” ~ Howard Zinn ~ |