"Do You Want To Call Somebody First?
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Now that nobody reads/visits here anymore, I can get down to it. I'm overwhelmed. ....and not in a good way.... It feels like the walls are closing in on me, and the only way ahead that is open to me is a descent into darkness. And please - hold your "Do you need to talk to somebody?" and "Maybe try an anti-depressant?" Non-starters for me. I don't trust any medical provider enough to let them into my head. And anyway - I don't trust talk therapy now and never did, really. It always seemed I was following the therapist's agenda/script instead of getting down to what I needed/wanted. And SSRI's? Benzos? Poison. Worse outcomes than placebos, so fuck them too. So - I'll just ride this dark wave. Woo. Hoo. ~ |
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